Can you be an ex-gay? There seems to be no answer to that question that everyone will agree on. But, in this day and age, ex-gays do exist. Justin Kelly’s ‘I Am Michael’ is partly based on a 2011 New York Times Magazine article about Michael Glatze. he was a very visible gay figure in the early aughts while writing for XY Magazine. He was what one would call a ‘professional gay,’ even being invited on panels discussing gay issues. But in 2007, he did a major turnaround, announcing that he is no longer gay (he wrote ‘I Am Straight’ on his computer screen and never looked back) At first, this seemed to be a reaction from what he perceived to be a life threatening illness, which was disputed by doctor after doctor. Or maybe he is just plain crazy?
Kelly doesn’t take a stand, and goes out of his way to give an even handed account, mostly following Michael all throughout his story. James Franco is great as Michael, and like his character seems to be confused. Whether that is a directorial direction or Franco’s take, it worked. I feel like I knew the character well, but at the same time a lot of Michael seems a mystery. Is he really not gay? Is he suppressing his homosexuality? After a while, I got frustrated, as the story went ’round and ’round with nowhere to go. When it arrived at the ending, I felt a little short changed. All in all, the movie is still worth a look. It will definitely make you think, about whether gay identity is important, or is it just one small part of one’s personality that doesn’t need emphasizing. But just like his other film “King Cobra,’ it’s lacking something to make the film truly great.