Her Summer (Film Thoughts: Saint Frances)

saint-frances-movie-posterAlex Thompson’s ‘Saint Frances’ was such a welcome treat. I did not know much – or anything – about the film before getting into it, and in the beginning, I didn’t know if I wanted to see a movie about a nanny.  But of course, the film is much more than that. Based on her screenplay and starring Kelly O’Sullivan, this is one of those films wherein you feel like you are getting to know the character, and right after you see the film, Bridget feels like a friend. You may have disagreed with some of her choices in life – indeed, some of them even exasperated you, but you also have grown to love her, and accept her for who she is. This is also because of O’Sullivan’s fantastic performance – she looks like a more sedated Amy Schumer but has the same twinkle in her eye. She is relatable because she is one of us – at what point have we really figured out life? Everyday everyone struggles looking for where we fit in the world.

Who she is a thirty four year old woman who is starting to see all her contemporaries already starting families. But she is still a server, and she is pondering this because at one point, her friends thought she was the next Sylvia Plath. She starts working for a lesbian couple for the summer as a nanny for a six year old and a newborn and there she learns more about what she can accept about herself and what society ‘expects’ of all of us.

Blood seems to be a recurring theme in the film, though, and if you are queasy about that sort of thing, be fore warned. But the film is a delight, and a bright light in the darkness of our world right now.


These People’s Problems (Film Thoughts: Almost Love)

large_almost-love-posterI had been looking forward to seeing ‘Almost Love.’ I used to love these kind of gay New York movies – erudite, intelligent New Yorkers who know and love the city as they go through their lives. But maybe I have been away from NYC so long now. I can’t identify with any of the characters anymore, or maybe I am too old for them – these people sound so whiny and privileged that I instantly disliked them. Or maybe I am just reacting to the times. There is a pandemic going on, and these people are making fun of the homeless. Maybe in another time these people’s problems may have been relevant, but right now, ‘gay white people’s problems.’

Scott Evans, though. Some people may think of him as the lesser Evans brother, but he is good here. I didn’t like his character much, but he tries hard and almost successfully makes the character human. And you notice Kate Walsh in her small role. Patricia Clarkson does a hilarious cameo that is almost worth it.  All these ‘almosts’ make you appreciate the effort, but in the end, almost is not good enough.

Against All Odds (Film Thoughts: Straight Up)

1supIt’s proving to be a great season for gay rom coms. I recently just raved about ‘The Thing About Harry,’ and now we have James Sweeney’s ‘Straight Up.’ But wait, this film isn’t really your ‘traditional’ rom com. Well, it doesn’t seem to be traditional anything. It is about Todd (played by Sweeney himself) who is probably gay, but more than that, has neurotic traits that prove to be very funny only in films. He is longing for someone – anyone – and in his scientific mind, he thinks he should date women, much to the aghast of his friends (‘You’re a Kinsey five, four maybe if you are not wearing cashmere’)  Then he meets Rory (Katie Findlay) and they are soul mates in every single way, except for one thing: sex. But really, we don’t really need that anymore in this day and age, right?

We will all have thoughts and theories about this and the film will make you agree, disagree, and question everything you have ever believed in love. And it’s all the wonderful for it.  Sweeney and Findlay have chemistry for days, and Sweeney’s screenplay is so exhilarating that you will believe – even root – for them as they try as hell to make it all work. You will go against what you believe in in wanting something that is surely improbably, and probably impossible. I could definitely identify with these characters – surely we have all been there before, in the middle of something deep in our hearts we feel is wrong, but something about it feels so right. there was a point there towards the end when I thought it was going to a place it didn’t want to go. At another point, I thought I had figured out where it would, but in landed somewhere a little unexpected for me – the movie always kept me on my toes. Above all, these characters touched my heart. I felt like I knew them, and didn’t want to part with them. Yeah, for about one hundred minutes, I felt like I was in love, and thank you very much for that.

More Than Zero (Movie Thoughts: From Zero to I Love You)

1000_CR0,0,801,1000_AL_I was going to describe Doug Spearman’s ‘From Zero to I Love You’ as a rom com but it really isn’t a comedy. The film is more a romantic drama, and I would even call it a melodrama. It isn’t the best thing in the world, but it kept me entertained, and that’s more than I can say about some of the recent films I have watched. Pete (Daryll Stephens) has a history of dating married men – probably stemming from his fear of commitment – so when Jack (Scott Bailey) comes along, he thinks it’s just an affair. But feelings start to develop between the two of them, and…drama. He is still married, of course, and has to make a decision/ I liked the way the film showed the feeling of dread when someone feels like they are in the middle of the hopeless situation. There are soap-like layers in the screenplay – when Jack finally makes a decision, Pete has moved on – but I didn’t mind it that much, because of the strength of the leads, especially Bailey.  I found myself caught up in the middle of the story, and appreciated the slick production – everything and everyone looked impeccable on screen. We can have good things sometimes.


Guatemalan Feels (Film Thoughts: Jose)

11MV5BYjgxZDgxZDAs we continue with Valentine’s Week, I want to write about films about love stories. Li Cheng’s ‘Jose’ may not fall under ‘traditional’ as far as love stories are concerned, but in my opinion it is very much one. Enrique Salanic plays the title character, a nineteen year old young man in Guatemala. He works in a curbside restaurant serving shuco (their version of a hotdog) and lives with his very religious mother (Whenever he is late coming from work, she starts praying asking for God to bless her son)

Jose is also gay, and has random hookups from an app on his phone (Grindr is everywhere, y’all) he usually meets these men and they go to hotels that rent room by the hour. You can see the guilt in his eyes as he goes into these trysts, as he makes excuses to hsi mom why he is running late. He starts seeing someone regularly – Luis, played by Manolo Herrera – but Jose feels like in a trap. Even as we see the joy in both their eyes when they are together, Guatemalan society frowns on gay relationship, and besides, his mom depends on him. This drives Luis away, as he is envisioning a life together, even planning on building their own place.

Nothing much else happens in the film, and at times you wait for it as we see Jose go on with his daily life. Cheng documents Jose’s life as if in a diary – we get intimate with him and we see as he sees love unrealized, and because of that, we sense the despair. Hours after seeing the film, I couldn’t help but think about Jose. i couldn’t help but identify with some of his situations and hope that the character is in a better place because I am. The film’s emotional core sneaks up on you, and its effect is devastating.

Israel, Greece and Germany (Movie Thoughts: Jonathan Agassi Saved My Life/Orpheus Song)

jasmlTomer Heyman has fashioned a ‘rise and fall’ documentary titled ‘Jonathan Agassi Saved My Life,’ about the gay porn star of the same name (his real name is Elkana Yonatan Langer) I wish I could say that Agassi’s story is quite unique, but I know that this story is a little too common for for gay adult performers. Agassi rose to fame via Michael Lucas’ production company and at one point was the most popular star of the genre, even winning Best Actor at Huslaball awards. The documentary is pretty straightforward and the bet part of it for me is his close relationship with his mother. his low point was a little hard to watch, but it was nice to know that he for the most part recovered from it. As a documentary, it really did not offer much of anything new for me.

orpheussongI didn’t know what to make of the beginning part of ‘Orpheus Song,’ but I kept on watching. Basically two masc guys working out together at the gym. Then they go to Greece for a vacation, then they have an encounter with a Greek God (I Think the story went there) and then they start to fall in love. Or did they? I loved the last part of teh film when both are faced to confront their feelings, and what do you know, this has a feel-good ending that will make you shout for joy.

Capsule Collection #2 (Movie Thoughts: Standing Up For Sunny/The David Dance/After Words)

Some capsule thoughts:

1stsMV5Is Cerebral Palsy funny? I guess it sis when the character who has it also is a stand up comic.  RJ Mitte is Travis, and he is cute and adorable, which makes this filma little easier to swallow. It’s a little on the weird side. Travis has a blind Samoan roommate and his love interest is bulimic so there’s a lot to process here. But in its heart is a sweet love story, and I had reservations, for sure, while I was watching this, but I eventually got on board. There are stranger things to watch that are not as appealing.



4eda82d6d31401a5b6bf5dec26b0559fApril Winney’s ‘The David Dance’ just seems so dated.  Everything about it seems to be from another time, and it’s so slow and tedious that I was instantly cored by it. This is based on Don Scime;s stage play and it probably played better on stage because the film just feels so flat and lifeless.  I understand even admire the core of the piece, and while these issues are still relevant today, the manner they are presented here is so yesterday.  And I am sorry, Scime’s acting doesn’t translate well here. This is a big miss.



After-WordsI lapped the idea of ‘After Words.’ A librarian  who has led a quiet life finds herself at a crossroads, then goes to Costa Rica with a plan to off herself. She has decided she has led a fruitful life and wants to end it on her terms. Starring Marcia Gay Harden, the film feels so familiar – you have seen all of this before, and then some. So it is up to the actors to make you believe. But harden cannot rise above the cliches and rote situations the director has put herself in. There are wonderful shots of the Costa Rican countryside that can make this film worthwhile, but barely.

One Little Word, Married (Film Thoughts: Do You Take This Man)

12p13080990_v_v8_aaI was wary about Joshua Tunick’s ‘Do You Take This Man.’  I have not been fond really fond of the two lead actors, Anthony Rapp and Jonathan Bennett, but I started watching the film, and before I knew it, tears started falling. In my younger years, I have always been against weddings. I don’t really have a problem with it per se, but it always rubbed me the wrong way when people spent enormous amounts of money on it. Or maybe I was just being bitter – gay marriage wasn’t legal then, and maybe I always felt that I was an outcast whenever it was concerned. But now, I think I feel a little differently. I know I was a little judgmental. I mean, if someone wants to spend a lot of money on a wedding ceremony, sure why not? And the ones I have gone to of late – they always made me cry. It’s such a joyous celebration of love that the beauty of it always gets to me. One of the characters int eh film says, “you may think it doesn’t make a difference, but it does, it makes the relationship deeper.” I can only trust their words.

Rapp and Bennett do well with their roles, and I like the slow lazy way the film takes. They hit a major snafu a day before their wedding, and it gives them a reason to contemplate and assess their decisions. I found all of it very touching, although I am also aware that most of the conflict probably only happens to privileged white males. The supporting actors were all great, especially Allyson Hannigan who plays Rapp’s sister.

The effect for me was instant melancholy. I am much too old now to have this kind of relationship, and to even think that I would get married gives me hives. But it’s a treat to see a nice gay marriage story on screen.

Fault Lines (Film Thoughts: Temblores/Tremors)

treJayro Bustamante’s ‘Temblores’ (Tremors) is set in modern day Guatemala, but it feels like this  could have been the 18th century.  Pablo (Juan Pablo Olyslager) wants to leave his family for another man and in the beginning of the film he comes home finding out that this has been revealed to his family and they are confronting him. He reacts by curling up in a blanket, as an earthquake happens, causing everyone to think it’s God sign that this sin must be repented. The rest of the film deals with the aftermath. He leaves for his lover, and as a result, he loses his job and visitation rights. I am sure these situations still happen in Guatemala, and it is nice to see the stories told, but as a viewing experience I thought it was pretty bleak. I couldn’t feel any kind of joy in the film, even as Pablo, in the beginning, tries to liberate himself from the constraints of his family and religious beliefs. And the ending is a downer of all downers, so the whole experience felt very dark – not the best movie to watch int he Christmas season.

New York City Summer Love (Movie Thoughts: Adam)

EBk3tgKVAAAkqq8I didn’t realize that ‘Adam’ was such a controversial movie. I didn’t even think its themes are very controversial. Directed by Rhys Ernst (who himself is a trans man) this is a story of Adam, who stays with his lesbian sister (Margaret Qually) in New York City for the summer, and gets drawn into the lesbian/trans men scene. He meets a young woman, Gillian, who he instantly falls for, but she thinks he is a trans man, and he goes along with the lie. Taking the politics out of the film, I think it’s your standard coming-of-age tale about someone finding himself in the world and hopefully learning a lesson or two. In that sense, I thought the movie was very sweet. Numerous films have been made about this, involving mistaken identities, lies not being corrected, and above all, stupid things we do for love. Is the film harmful for trans people? I don’t exactly know if it is – I saw mostly human characters here, all flawed like the rest of the world, cis or trans. This was a mostly entertaining film, and that’s all I can take away from the film.